The fact of the matter is, there are many things that I don't talk about here.
The reason I don't talk about those things is out of respect for other people. Whether I feel they are respectful of and to me or not.
No, I'm not happy living with my in-laws. We've been here 6 months now and I lost my patience 5 months ago.
It's not easy. I don't like it. Every day, every single day, there is a struggle inside of me.
There are sometimes days when I'm not down and I'm not upset and the sun is shining and I can feel happy.
But more and more, those days get farther and farther apart.
I am only human. I am just a girl.
I wish I could say all the things I want to. I wish I could be unkind and hurtful and speak about all of the things that make me angry and drive me crazy. I wish I could.
I love my husband and I am not sorry I moved here. Life is there for us to live it. And I am living.
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